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The Hollow Space by kmsgameboy The Hollow Space :iconkmsgameboy:kmsgameboy 2 0 The Monster You Think I Am by kmsgameboy The Monster You Think I Am :iconkmsgameboy:kmsgameboy 2 2 How it Feels to Die by kmsgameboy How it Feels to Die :iconkmsgameboy:kmsgameboy 0 0 A Heavy Load by kmsgameboy A Heavy Load :iconkmsgameboy:kmsgameboy 0 0 Door To The Mind by kmsgameboy Door To The Mind :iconkmsgameboy:kmsgameboy 1 0 Silent Cry For Help by kmsgameboy Silent Cry For Help :iconkmsgameboy:kmsgameboy 0 0
Literature
Corruption
The world is full of hate,
Beautiful people with polluted souls,
Have you looked at your insides as of late,
The world revolves around you,
You live for pleasure,
Partaking in your sins until you spew,
Why do you poison your mind body and spirit,
Life is too short,
Yet your killing yourself and no one will hear it,
Everyday your comrades fall,
Victims of the darkness,
But in the end you don’t care at all,
Loving many,
Living fast,
While spending every penny,
Love is what you do in a bed,
Not something from the heart,
So you love until your dead,
Who cares who you devastate,
You have to feel good right,
So play the game before its too late,
Spit on the right,
Step on the good,
And sing your song deep into the night.
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Literature
When I Met You
My mind is burning with disbelief,
my heart is aching with bitter grief,
my soul is bleeding with all my strength,
why did you have to go,
why did you have to go to this length,
my spirit is battered,
my mind is worn,
my heart is tattered,
I just cant morn,
love always eludes me,
no matter how far I reach,
love always slips from me,
like sand on an endless beach,
I have tried to be dark and cold,
but my loving heart always shines through,
I have tried to be brash and bold,
but then I met you,
now my mind is burning with disbelief,
my heart is aching with bitter grief,
my soul is bleeding with all my strength,
why did u have to go,
why did you have to go to this length
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3000 PAGEVIEWS by kmsgameboy 3000 PAGEVIEWS :iconkmsgameboy:kmsgameboy 0 5 Little Eyes That Dream by kmsgameboy Little Eyes That Dream :iconkmsgameboy:kmsgameboy 0 7 Bubbly Angel by kmsgameboy Bubbly Angel :iconkmsgameboy:kmsgameboy 0 5 Oh Pleeeeeease Daddy by kmsgameboy Oh Pleeeeeease Daddy :iconkmsgameboy:kmsgameboy 0 4 Kick'n it Like Daddy by kmsgameboy Kick'n it Like Daddy :iconkmsgameboy:kmsgameboy 2 18 Imperfect by kmsgameboy Imperfect :iconkmsgameboy:kmsgameboy 0 12 Steel Eyes by kmsgameboy Steel Eyes :iconkmsgameboy:kmsgameboy 0 13 At the End by kmsgameboy At the End :iconkmsgameboy:kmsgameboy 0 10

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Window by VirginiaSoares Window :iconvirginiasoares:VirginiaSoares 168 14 tomodachi fanart [thai t-shirt mascot] by gao by gao-lukchup tomodachi fanart [thai t-shirt mascot] by gao :icongao-lukchup:gao-lukchup 348 4 scribble 23 by Lean13 scribble 23 :iconlean13:Lean13 76 6 Underbrush by aFeinPhoto-com Underbrush :iconafeinphoto-com:aFeinPhoto-com 85 13 Charlize Theron by Boogalood Charlize Theron :iconboogalood:Boogalood 92 12 Sam the BlueLurantis by Cannonfodder717 Sam the BlueLurantis :iconcannonfodder717:Cannonfodder717 6 3 Cherry by PastelMistress Cherry :iconpastelmistress:PastelMistress 439 27 Lurantis chibi by DarkIvanov Lurantis chibi :icondarkivanov:DarkIvanov 6 12 Lurantis Pokemon Plush! 9'' by GuardianEarthPlush Lurantis Pokemon Plush! 9'' :iconguardianearthplush:GuardianEarthPlush 128 11 The team by HarlequinWaffles The team :iconharlequinwaffles:HarlequinWaffles 139 14 Valentine Guzma card by Jackson93 Valentine Guzma card :iconjackson93:Jackson93 76 5 s t a r s t r u c k by HanaEve s t a r s t r u c k :iconhanaeve:HanaEve 131 11 Will you shine on me? by OrsatUrsusActos Will you shine on me? :iconorsatursusactos:OrsatUrsusActos 20 6 Darling by kaikaku Darling :iconkaikaku:kaikaku 70 10 Commission - 0015 by Quas-quas Commission - 0015 :iconquas-quas:Quas-quas 180 9 Fran Lycanroc. by Razor-Zyrak Fran Lycanroc. :iconrazor-zyrak:Razor-Zyrak 100 29

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The Monster You Think I Am
My last upload for the day and just as I said in the previous three I have been suffering from Major Depression Disorder for a long time now. Recently it reached the point where I have been thinking a lot about suicide. To help me cope with these thoughts and feelings I began to channel how I feel into digital art. This is one of those pieces completed a few months back.
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How it Feels to Die
My last upload for the day and just as I said in the previous three I have been suffering from Major Depression Disorder for a long time now. Recently it reached the point where I have been thinking a lot about suicide. To help me cope with these thoughts and feelings I began to channel how I feel into digital art. This is one of those pieces completed a few months back.
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A Heavy Load
As I stated in my previous two uploads I have been suffering from Major Depression Disorder for a long time now. Recently it reached the point where I have been thinking a lot about suicide. To help me cope with these thoughts and feelings I began to channel how I feel into digital art. This is one of those pieces completed a few months back.
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Door To The Mind
So, as I said in the description for my previously uploaded piece I have been suffering from Major Depression Disorder for a long time now. Recently it reached the point where I have been thinking a lot about suicide. To help me cope with these thoughts and feelings I began to channel how I feel into digital art. This is one of those pieces completed a few months back.
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Jayson
Artist | Hobbyist | Varied
United States
Hey everyone, my name is Jayson. I'm a father of one who was born and raised in Illinois but now lives in NC. I have a long history of depression and attempted suicide. Over the last 6 months my suicidal thoughts and urges have grown exponentially worse. That being said, when I'm depressed and can't stop thinking about suicide I try to express myself through art and wanted to share my works with you.
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Wow! It looks like its been almost a decade since I have really been active on DA. Its crazy how time flies. It is also crazy how much I have changed. I don't know if any of my old friends are even still here but if if you are, and you happen to read this I hope you will get in touch with me. I look forward to submitting some new works of art,  making some new friends, and hopefully  getting reacquainted with some old ones.

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00Minc00 Featured By Owner Sep 3, 2013  Student Photographer
Hello :) some time ago I change my account, to :iconmincaraoz: if you want to see my new uploads. Bye
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